Saturday, September 22, 2007
, 9:10 AM
sometimes, i dont even know why i give a damn. seriously, i AM getting tired of this. sometimes i do so much just to suddenly stop and think aloud: what the hell am i working so hard for? no point right. wtf***.
okay. i shall stop swearing. just don't feel right lately. my emotions are kinda like a roller coaster, UP at times while DOWN at others. but im still happy to say that it has been UP most of the time! :D YAYYYE! lolx.
i suddenly teared for dunno wad reason. OMG. i dun wan to be EMO. hahas. okay. change topic.
new colour. hahahas.
hm. today i did maths mainly cos i was a little tired by BIO. haha. the combined science and pure bio papers. omg. they sure SUCK. lolx. and i actually forgot to watch JACKIEGOGOGO! omg! i only realised it at around 10.30pm and when i turned on the tv, cindy wang and nicolas zhang just discovered an yi dian i think.
omg i think my standard for e maths is dropping exponentially. was doing the green book and to my horror, i have been staring blankly at some qns for long periods of time and i dont think i realized it. lolx.
ah ken called me ytd while i was having tuition. hahas. it was quite shocking and i was so malu cos my tuition teacher kept giving me this weirdd expression while i was trying to explain to her that i need to go outside to answer the call, simply cos her voice's way too loud! HAHHAA.
hm, actually i cant rly rmb what i did today. oh yes, i stayed at home for practically the entire day. woke up quite late (ard 11 plus) so lunch and dinner were pushed back accordingly. i think the only place that i went today was punggol plaza for lunch. haha. my mum switched on the air-con in the living room and forced my brother to study. haha. her attempts failed again cos my brother was lyk multi-tasking. barely one quarter of his attention was on work lah. hahah. crap. his PSLE is coming in lyk a freaking week's time. and my o's? a freaking month's time!! *gasps!!!! the wait is so agonizing. counting down to 13rd nov! FREEDOMMM! haha.
i think i cant go on a cruise after o's :( cos 17's prom night. and when the holidays start it wud be super ex, plus there's still the release of psle results..
haiis. why must exams be so stressful?? :((
i just realised that i told xin ran a wrong phrase in the lib on fri. i told her "ren sheng ru xi, xi ru ren sheng" but it was supposed to be smth else cos this phrase has a totally different meaning. hhaa. no wonder she has this BLANK look on her face... lols.
officially. 3 more days to release of PRELIM results!!! can u hear my heart beating faster and faster?? thumpthumpthump. adrenaline secreted to all parts of the body. spasmodic contractions of my muscles contributing to massive shivering. hahha. oh crap. i was trying to recall bio stuff. hahaha. never mind me.
career talks on monday! i wonder if it'll be as boring as the jc talks....
learn to treasure the people around you else it will be too late for regrets.
NBS!